Monday, July 15, 2013

Day 20 - Taking its toll

Dear Tumor,

The chemo is taking its toll on me, I think the loss of appetite is enhanced more after the Chemo. However, for the sake of surviving, I have been pumping up with milk supplements and the protein shake Cell gave me. Fighting not to lose weight is on my agenda now. Swallowing as much calories and protein as possible.

I feel that mum has been affected by my weight loss. She is trying to be strong not to cry but still I can see tears forming up her eyes. It's difficult for me to see her going through life like this, she has been loosing weight too as I can see. No matter how hard I tried to show I'm well and positive, it didn't seem to have any impact. The only way I can wish for is let time passes by faster so my treatment can end soon and hopefully well. Then she will be in a much better place.

Till then, I hope you’ll dissolve and evolve into better cell soon.

Cheers,
Your Host

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